Solar Street

I don't know

2012-01-29T18:58:00.002+08:00

The same thing has been bothering me again and again. It may seems like i'm a bad person but you didn't hear the whole story.
I'm not trying to be paranoid or what but your attitude changed drastically.

VERY GAO WEI PLEASEEEEEEE.

Weird

2011-12-28T00:56:00.002+08:00

Its so weird. How people helped you through something and got over something completely and somehow they are the ones who made you die a little everyday. Idk what am i talking about lol but its just someone whom you really trusted and dependent on are the ones who will make you disappointed the most. Its irony how they helped you to get through something and plant one more thing for you to get over with and this time, much harder.

Almost impossible.

SOmeone Like You and A Thousand Years

2011-12-28T00:48:00.002+08:00

Its amazing how a song can just convey what you are feeling right now. You are aching right now, heart wrenching, don't know how to react but just stare into blank space. The feeling is so overwhelming and everything seems to be surreal to you. It gives you goosebumps and heartache. You just want to do nothing but think.

I hate how a song can make such an impact on people but somehow you won't stop listening it and go through hell once more.

2012 please make world end happen. I can't take all of these anymore. The world is all corrupted and anything MUST RESTART. Its haunting me, everyday. I should have no regrets since i did the right thing but its just....... not right.

I have died everyday waiting for you.

Moving On

2011-10-16T04:41:00.003+08:00

Haizzzzzz

I've got my first poly result and I smell something really smelly right now omg where is it from?!?

Okay sorry I got side tracked! Hmmm so I'm working for Converse (sorry Jean Perry) and I must say,

ITS THE BEST JOB SO FAR.

I don't know why but somehow the customers are much better than Jean Perry's although some are quite ass but its only a few. I think its the stuff. The cheaper the stuff, the cheaper attitude you will get. Haha most of the Converse staff I met so far is nice. They are not as calculative and mean like JP's haha and the planning of schedule IS MUCH BETTER OMG.
One downside is maybe the salary and the pay system. Although the hourly rate is higher than JP's, there's no commission and the working hours are really short. But its okayyyyyy. Who cares too much about salary when your working environment is awesome?

Okay work aside,my holiday is going to end JUST LIKE THAT. WAH LAU NO GOOD. I still wanna work one leh I haven't work enough lorrrrrrr!

Too lazy to post pics and realized that most of my previous post are so emotional LOL I should stop writing those stuff (maybe) cause its not good for the future me. But the future still scares me terribly :( I can't be left alone. I will think non stop and I think I might have a slight depression LOL PUI KAY BYE need to sleep Nydyn. You've got work tomorrow!!!!!!

CHUCHU

2011-08-22T00:47:00.002+08:00

Chuchu is the sound of sucking a prawn's head or eating gonggong(or lala?). HAHAHAHAHA.

I realized that i've been irony by saying "i want to blog everything down in case i forgot when i become an old hag but i keep things to myself. Strictly confidential in my head only."

LOL JOKE.

Hmm although i don't talk about something, that doesn't mean that it will be forgotten. Some things are deeply etched in my heart, NEVER EVER TO BE FORGOTTEN OKAYYYYYY. OKAYYYYY. HAOOOOOOOOOOOO DEEEEEEEEE.

Haiz Studio Project sucks. I'm so lazy to start my ps. I used to be so eager to learn photoshop but now i'm just a lazy piece of pork, playing tetris till my mind went bosak.

BIBIBABIBOO.

I JUST SCOLDED A VULGARITY.
BYE.

Rolling In The Deep

2011-08-15T03:55:00.003+08:00

Sudden urge to blog. Things are slowly fading away. Going to blog them all down in case 2012 isn't the last of everything.

Life's been..... Cool for me. Waiting for studio Project to start. The suspension, not knowing what will happen and what's coming for the SP sucks. Mehhhhhhh everybody is in fear right now hahaha. At least I'm not alone :>
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I thought that I finally put it down. Managed to let it go. But I think there's still a fraction of me living in the past. No I don't think I'm moving on. Sometimes I just stop and think and look, tell myself why did I complain so much in the past? Life is better in some ways now than before but its not all. I think its you give what you get. No? Hmmmm. I seriously need my da bu si attitude back. At least I tried for something. At least I leave no regrets even if the outcome is a boo.

I really missed the days when I've so many things to blog, wake up and know what's coming and anticipating for some things. At least there's a purpose.

Haiz I guess I should indulge myself in something before I continue my blank and mundane life. To distract myself till I finally managed to take that fraction away, together with me. I should, no. I MUST stop leaving in the past cause even if I did, nothing would be the same anymore.

I can't blog about this kind of stuff anymore. I want the old style BACK.
I think that the reason of me wanting 2012 to end so badly is because I've no courage. No ballzxz to take in what's coming for me. Be it bad or good.

AHH I HATE MYSELF. FOR THE TIME BEING ONLY HAHAHAHHA.

Oh die also must emphasize on this again and again. If miracle somehow do exist and people are still reading this blog, I'm not refering to any of you okay? Unless you are a bitch or bastard who is really pushing it and forcing me to blog you down. But so far, nobody fits in that catergory lah ahahahah.

Chaos. Manu chao. HAHA goodnight there's briefing tomorrow.

:D

2011-07-23T20:40:00.003+08:00

Tried Photoshop. I must admit that its fun haha!

Failed attempt of Puss In Boot LOL.

Life is good so far. I'm happy over the most minor things again haha!

Finally, there's a week with only a little work load and I'm so happy! Finally I can enjoy my weekend without worrying about Mr Carlos' sketches #*16_2**#5.,-@@+",?/( Oh and I finally got my A for assignment!!! Surprisingly its Colour Theory LOL I thought I will get some shitty grades but no.

Oh okay finally I got my relaxing weekend and I specially planned my Saturday outing but.....

My throat is so sore that I have to cancel my outing with my friend :'( boohoooo Karma slapped me again!!! I'm so sadddd. My throat hurts. Sucks to be sick.

Oh well.

HAWHAW

2011-07-11T20:57:00.002+08:00

NSSJM

2011-07-10T22:13:00.001+08:00

means ni shi shi jiu ma (are you 19?)

LOL.

Heh.

2011-06-28T20:40:00.001+08:00

I stil love this. Always.

Finally

2011-06-28T20:14:00.002+08:00

I got my internet in my house. LIKE FINALLY. ITS MORE THAN HALF A YEAR SINCE I'VE GOT CONNECTION IN MY HOUSE. Lucky i got my data plan haha but i survived without data plan and internet for like 2 months?

Yeah. SO FINALLY. I can see that my chatbox is decomposing really badly lol but don't care. Not my priority hehe.

Oh my Macbook, Sieh Zai's MSN SUCKS. SUCKS LIKE SOME BIRD. KUKU BIRD. Can say that it is worse than my phone's lol. HAIZ.

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So... i gave school a miss today cause i overslept and i don't want to appear in the classroom after 1 hour during tutorial and doing awkward stuff. Its not like secondary school where i can appear in glory LOL. So weird. I used to drag myself to school even though there's detention when im late and its so so far away! I must be real awesome LOL.

Kay abrupt ending bye.

:)

2011-06-26T22:01:00.003+08:00

At least I tried. I'm happy. Even though the outcome wasn't what I expected to be, I'm still happy :D

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I can't blog much without my internet being okay. Everything changed. People who are close to me too. I don't really like it though. I love how things used to be.

Lol and my body hurts haha more like my skin. Mild sunburnt but use shower foam with micro beads isn't fun at all. Its..... Bian tai LOL.

Till then!

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Oh oh! I read my past blog post and I realized that how zai I used to be. The past blog posts were typed using my old Sony Ericsson phone hahahaha. Most of the buttons dropped off and 95% of my buttons are sort of faulty. Hahahahahaha people will salute me if they knew how cui my old phone is haha.

Hopefully I've got the time to go to the band concert tomorrow. I love school concerts haha.

Back then

2011-05-15T16:04:00.003+08:00

Days before I moved to Serangoon, days after Serangoon is new to me, days when I stayed up real late watching Family Guy, days when i was introduced to FG.

How I wish things will stay like this till now. Everything changed. Changes that happened last time was changed for the better. Now, no.
Still, I hate changes, be it good or bad.

Now I want everything to be back like how it used to, everything back to normal. Days when I know that I'm sad or happy.

This is then life.

Thoughts

2011-04-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

I guess I really do keep things to myself. I don't have the heart to tell anyone about it but I still feel that I really desperately need to let this out. Keeping it to myself is really really not cool for me.

Its affecting my days. I know I know I should tell some one about this but I don't really feel the need to. Its not like something that will like affect someone or what. Okay so I've decided to blog about this. I know that it will get over me one day like how I got over the time when I felt super duper miserable moving to Serangoon.

I should take this as a lesson. At least I do not need to pay it with my pride or body lol hahahahaha wth. If anybody happen to read this, don't make scary assumptions kay its not like I killed someone hahahaha!

Money can be earned but you need to earn experience by experiencing it and sometimes you may have to pay a painful price for it. My horoscope thingy was right. I need to get over it, cause I've already been tortured by it emotionally.

I do believe that I would definitely get over it!!!!! :D its not a problem. Maybe its a karma. I just have to get over it emotionally. Although it may be difficult, painful flashbacks when something triggered my memories, I will still have to get over it. No use looking back blaming myself and other people.

I guess this is life. This is what I need to learn and experience. Hehehehehehhehehee so shiok felt so much better now hehehehehehehehehehehehe.

For now, chaos!!!! :D

So long

2011-04-04T02:30:00.002+08:00

Indeed. This blog was dead cause my internet died. My life was quite happening and its 2 plus am now. I have to blog this. I don't want to lose any of my memories. Too many things are squeezing in my brain. Gotta release all of them now.

Coincidence, work, anger, satisfaction, love, appreciation, quality times, first, cherish, peseverance. I've exprienced all in these 5 months. Tomorrow is the orientation of my course. Awkward smiles, ice breaking all over again, after 5 years. So fast. Just like that. I'm super duper sad now. I miss my friends. My secondary school friends. Nobody could replace them. Although I'm meeting most of my friends almost everyday but I love them. I will never get sick of them. I dread tomorrow. Lol apparently its later. I'm sure things won't be nice and well. I have a super bad feeling about this. Haizzz zha bor sixth sense zhun de hor! Wish me luck!

Die starting to speak like an auntie oh gawd bad habit. Shall blog more later. I will revive my Solarstreetspark! :D

Till then!

Sorry

2011-02-07T00:05:00.002+08:00

my solarstreetspark! Used to not neglect you no matter how stressful i am! =/ So its all work, o level result, posting and everything. Maybe i will change to other blog site. This blogger photo uploader system is seriously....

So brain! See you at my new site!

Life

2011-01-03T01:40:00.002+08:00

So i neglected my blog for like..... weeks. It's 2011 and life is getting bleaker and bleaker. I don't mind if 2012 is the end of the world. In fact, i'm secretly feeling happy. I just can't face it anymore. I know my future would be bleak if i don't get into poly. I HATE GROWING UP. Reality just slap your face real hard and what to do? Just frown and feel sorry for myself, thinking of all the best solution. I can't imagine what life would be after my adolescent years. I am hoping for the best. I need miracle. I know my O level result wouldn't be that wonderful or even worse, acceptable. People happily talking about poly course but... WTF BURDEN LIKE HEAVY SACK SUFFOCATING ME WHAT THE HELL 2012 JUST. JUST. LET THE WORLD SINK AND NEW ERA SHALL ARISE. OH newspaper have this article about Aliens driving spaceship in 2012. They analysed (don't know how they do that) that they might be here to save human being. If that's really the case, MR ALIEN DON'T SAVE ME SERIOUSLY I NEED TO RESTART MY LIFE. I had many regrets.

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Never earned so much in my life before. Never had a job for so long too. I'm not a CD promoter now. Being a CD promoter is fun. With fun Metro staff and meddling with the CDs, listening to your favourite or familiar oldies is just... awesome. Going to work was a pleasure as it felt like going to school and play, not study. LOL. Really felt awesome. GOT PAY SOME MORE. This current job is...... not that bad. Just that it would make you miss being a CD promoter. CD promoter more classy leh. Don't need to fold clothes like machine. People throw you fold, they throw again you fold again. Oh and 95% of the customers are China people lol they love Kappa and feeeeeeeeeeeeel proud of having it like how Singaporean go around hao-lian their very first Gucci bag hahahaha! It's true hahaha and not according to me. I think its more like Adidas than Gucci to Singaporean.

Okay i'm having headache now. Felin didn't update the schedule and everything like cocked up. I don't know whether i should take leave on the 7th because i find it pointless to go poly open house. FAIL ALREADY GO FOR WHAT. I also want to go but...

Okay. Then after result, i'm thinking of whether i should continue or not. I need days to emo at home leh. Where got mood to go work!?!?

HAIZ ALL THESE ARE RACKING MY BRAIN.

PROOOOOOMOTER

2010-12-14T02:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO DA JIA HAO. Comparing to my previous post, this post will be much more............ rainbows with glitters HAHA. Got used to my job. Way too used to it. Used my phone openly, just talk on the phone openly while Manager just above me. LOL a promoter even salute me lol. A super cute Uncle asked me to write a Christmas song lyrics for him and he said he will give me a big big present during CNY. I told him its okay but he insisted. It's okay though. I won't be doing after Dec 18 (i think) anyway :P

Promoter is explaining everything again and again. "Oh this is bilingual but this is not." "Oh ze ge shi shuang yu de dan zhe ge bu shi. Oh this is both language..." WAH PIANG LIKE SOME RECORDER.

Made friends and life got better. Can talk more than 10 sentences per day haha! Surprisingly some are younger than me LOL wo lao liao ze me ban ne? Now they think that my stall is just any DJ station and just change whatever song they like haha. One even requested to play those epic Chinese old song LOL WTH HAHAAHAHAHA i think i played too much today. My sales was the lowest among my record. 125 LOL CUI. Shall Jiayou tomorrow! OH JINGHUI IF YOU ARE READING THIS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ^^

I made alot of embarrassing mistake and the PF promoter's laughter is really 0.0! I gave him exactly that face when he laughed. 0.0 And i told him that he is really epic. LOL.

Oh I was stuffing 2 cookies in my mouth today cause i was depressed (DON'T WANT TO MENTION IT ALREADY BLOODY COCKED UP SCHOOL) then just nice a few passerby asked me where's the printing shop. LOL THEY KEEP GIVING ME AWKWARD SMILE AND I JUST MUMBLE AND POINT DOWNSTAIRS WHILE CHEWING OMGAWD I'M A JOKE. JOKE. COMPLETE JOKE. I was so pissed and depressed that i tear paper while standing at my counter, staring into space and tear the paper... like those sadistic people haha then when a lady said "er excuse me", i immediately jumped back to "OH YES CAN I HELP?????? :D" form LOL THIS KIND OF PEOPLE MOST SCARY ONE. 2 CHARACTERISTIC.

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This coming Sat will be my very last day at Compass point and i'm going to miss it. =/ Although i was anticipating it for the past days but as day goes by, i'm having funnnnnnnnnn!!!! Okay shall sleep now shit 2 plus already ah ah ah ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Leylong

2010-12-05T03:12:00.002+08:00

Job. A CD promoter. COMPASS POINT HOW TO HUAT YOU TELL ME. WHICH IDIOT WILL BUY THE 75-499 dollars of VCD AND CD YOU TELL ME. THERE SO MANY AUNTIE SEE PRICE TAG RUN FAR FAR. LOL if i were them i would too but still... My best customer was this Mother. She bought a 35.00 and 79.00 stuff! Stalls around me are Aunties which are super dao. Say my music too loud lol not loud how to give the WHOLEEEEEEEEE shopping mall to listen lol!!! If not a teenager. Super shy and girl girl. See me smile smile only. I'm super bored everyday! Although i have 3 hours of flexible break where i can choose my break anytime i like. But the problem is i won't rest long cause there is nothing for me to do, lingering at a Kopitiam or makan places. My leg breaking already. Like walking the whole day in heels lol! Super sad. Sign in alone lost the way alone deal with customer alone eat alone shit alone pee alone whim alone emo alone eat sweet alone check out alone. Wah piang if this is growing up, this is my future, THEN I WILL JUST COMMIT SUICIDE. SO BLAND AND MEANINGLESS! If chair best! Oh i have to complain this. A China (i think) promoter which is one day before my shift left her name in a weird written Chinese character. Super cursive. Pretty is pretty but how to read the name and send message to the guy and report the sales!!! Some more epic fail, i have to ask other people it... Today when i counted the total stock in and out, it reminds me of POA hahahaha seriously headache. OH AND PEOPLE PLEASE STOP ASKING ME DIRECTION LOL GIVE ME FALSE HOPE OF BUYING CDs AND I GIVE YOU FALSE HOPE TOO. ALTHOUGH I'M WORKING OVER HERE BUT IT'S MY 1ST AND 2ND DAY AND MY VIRGIN TRIP TO COMPASS POINT SO WHEN I TOLD YOU I DON'T KNOW OR I'M NOT SURE(WHICH IS EQUIVALENT TO IDK), STOP ASKING THE SAME QNS LOL OR GIVE ME THE 0.0 FACE OKAYYYYYY. I'M SORRY TO THOSE I CAN'T HELPED YOU AND YOUR WELCOME TO THOSE I HELPED.

I'm useless. I can't help the photo frame stall. LOL NYDYN YOU GOOD. So far your name is annoymous to everybody and for days, nobody called or wrote NYDYN so i shall NYDYN NYDYN NYDYN NYDYN NYDYN.

Okay sorry had to rant. Howeverrrrrrrrrrrrr, this job is better than Barclay. With super nice and thoughtful supervisor, job was 10 times easier. Although i know nobody at Metro, its still better than Barclay though. Although Barclay's staffs was super friendly, nice and helpful, boss sucky made every sucks. Heh heh shall sleep soon. Goooooooooodnight! If you read till here and realized that this post is super meaningless, i'm sorry i should have warn you about the boring-ness. Okay WARNING. LONG ZZZZZZZ. POST. Although its late but better than never. Hehehehehehehe. Seriously i prefer going dance and sweat like a dog, blue blacks all over my knee than standing or walking at a limited space which is no more than 1 metre LOL WTH RIGHT I KNOW.

Lazy

2010-11-25T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hehehe yes lazy. I was half way through my prom post but something just happened and poof, everything is gone. Anywayyyyyyyyyy, i've got myself a job through Andy. Everything was last minute. I'm selling CD and its like those Vivo 1st floor where alot of stalls will be together in one area. This means that 1 person in charge of 1 stall such as snacks CDs, mainly pressie for people. Which means i have to eat lunch alone, da/xiao bian alone/walk alone/talk to myself WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH LAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU sian leh. Some more i'm not those sociable type... NVM NVM let me be lonely is okay. JUST. JUST. JUST MAY MY CDs BE SOLD TILL I NEED TO RESTOCK FREQUENTLY but i doubt that it will be possible =/

Oh well. I will enjoy life till next thursday. 10.30-10. Totally no freedom LOL!

Prom

2010-11-19T20:21:00.001+08:00

Prom is over. Like its so fast omgawd hahahahaha.

Prom was a blast. Surprisingly its not as bad as what i thought it would be. The food is HEHEHEHEHEHEHE NICE CAN. My budget super low also must thank Amanda, HS and WL for their stuff. HEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHE THE FOOD.

Shall update a full one when everybody uploaded them. My face was dying to breathe yesterday lol all the make up and stuff.

Not advised to read

2010-11-17T02:03:00.001+08:00

Wtf is this. WTF IS THIS. This is over. TOO OVER. I'm trying hard to keep my budget for prom as low as possible. So you thought that i'm not feeling guilty and stuff? YOU'RE WRONG. The most frustrating matter is you accusing me putting my friends first before family. Wtf is this i pushed away many outings with my friends just to go supermarket and shop for grocery, having dinner together with all. She just won't understand. I won't elaborate any further. Bye.

Freedom

2010-11-14T19:53:00.004+08:00

Sucky days when i have to drag my body to school and drag myself home and eat while studying/typing my essay/memorizing my essay. TIME REALLY FEI WAH OMGAWD LOL.

Maybe i slacked too much during O level period, or i have already self declared my own holiday few days before the last paper. I don't know.

Maybe it's prom. I dislike prom. I abhor prom. It's the burden that stopped me from enjoying my after-o level-stoning-24/7-day. Sigh le sigh. Prom just add on to my guilt and disgust and also, energy.

First time in my life i was so so sick of town. I am wearing tee and shorts with school bag to Orchard today cause i was too too too tired and can't be bothered. You also won't dress up much when you are going to places where you frequent what.

I want chalet i want chalet. Chalet is amazing, just like camp. You whine and whine and whine at the start but you just won't feel like going home when you have to.

I shall bathe and watch more Family Guy although i'm re-watching some of the episode again and again. Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe good to be young.

Healthcare

2010-11-12T01:59:00.003+08:00

came out but i did cleared my table anywhere. I'm f. screwed. I'm seriously, seriously, seriously screwed.

On a brighter note, tomorrow at 3.30pm will mark the day of Chen Xinyi Nydyn's freedom!!!!!!!! I will never ever have to write till my hands go spastic and cramp and okay not that bad. Oh oh and my prom. OH MY GAWD i will die from embarrassment. I don't know why but i can sense that on 18 nov 2010, it will be a super bad day for me.

PROM HOW?!?!

Governance

2010-11-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

Please please please come out for tomorrow's paper. All my hope and fate will be determined by that theme. If that theme came out for ss 2010 o level paper, i will clean my table tomorrow. My future will be determined by that theme tomorrow. God Guan Ying Ma Madam Yehidaah, governance.

Blogged through phone

2010-11-04T00:37:00.000+08:00

Blogging through phone. Got nothing better to do and too much value left in my phone card. O level die already. The passing rate of na students is only like 58 percent. It's damn low lei. I confirm be in the 40 plus who failed. No doubt. I will see my friends celebrating and cheering while i emo one corner. Wth shit die. Don't tell me what my chinese a2. No use one when your other subjects also cui.

Bleak future.

2010-10-30T00:54:00.002+08:00

My maths... OMGAWD I SPENT SO MUCH TIME AND EFFORT DOING MY MATHS AND THIS IS WHAT I GOT. ALTHOUGH I PASSED THE PAPER BUT MY EFFORT DON'T= JUST PASS ONLY OKAY! THIS IS RETRIBUTION. RETRIBUTION. KARMA. FOR MY CHINESE. TO HAVE THE TASTE OF WORKING SO HARD FOR SOMETHING YET THOUSANDS OF STUPID MISTAKE JUST KEEP........ ARGH! And everything goes down the drain.

Nydyn Chen is plain stupid. I think the marker for my paper will bang head. Good luck. LOL.

All i can hope is my essay will pull my EL up, somehow my Science will save me and POA. WAH DIE. THAT ONE QIAN NIAN LAO YAO. MOST MOST MOST importantly, my humanities must score. MUST SCORE. If not really bleak future.

Those spammers should just stop spamming my chatbox!! "i'm not a spammer, just a visitor." "Nice blog" "Hey i love your post"

All of you, go to hell.

As if you understand what i'm talking about. I'm disintegrating yet "ahahaha cute and funny blog"

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Go and die.

GG

2010-10-25T19:57:00.003+08:00

GG.

This time, really GG.

My EL, screwed. It's really screwed. Can't believe that i whined non-stop for just 2 qns for Chinese.

My B4 fly away already.... Sian ttm.

Maths paper 1 tomorrow. NYDYN CHEN! PLEASE! STOP MAKING CARELESS MISTAKE! YOU CAN DO IT! I'm hoping for the best.

=/

2010-10-14T22:11:00.003+08:00

Just kill me and let me die. Highly doubt that i will pass my O level.

On a brighter note, i passed my maths paper 2 test. But O level is not all about passing only. I. NEED. TO. SCORE. WELL. EL used to be not a problem for me till now. I HAVE NEVER EVER FAILED TO PASS EL TILL THIS YEAR.

Wish me best of all OMGY. I am damn shag now i'm on the verge of dying. Like clinging on to a cliff one hand only. Some more i'm a inclined pull up failure. LOL.

Smartclass

2010-10-12T00:51:00.001+08:00

Can anybody tell me, is Methane really CH2?!?! Or there is exception for some special case. I thought Alkane's formula should be CnH2n+2 but why the hell???

Smartclass indeed smart. Out there to kill stupid people like me =/

faint

2010-10-11T21:37:00.003+08:00

cui like sai
cui like sai
cui like sai
cui like sai

SORRY LAH I GO STUDY ALREADY. I GOING MAD I SAW MY TABLE I WANT TO DIE AND CRY SO I SHIFT TO LIVING ROOM BUT NOW I AM WATCHING TV. NYDYN CHEN GO FAIL O LEVEL LAH.

faint

2010-10-11T21:37:00.001+08:00

SORRY LAH I GO STUDY ALREADY. I GOING MAD I SAW MY TABLE I WANT TO DIE AND CRY SO I SHIFT TO LIVING ROOM BUT NOW I AM WATCHING TV. NYDYN CHEN GO FAIL O LEVEL LAH.

Plan checked

2010-10-11T05:12:00.004+08:00

Some photos taken by my Hello Kitty phone. The quality was quite surprisingly good. These were taken like months ago when i'm having some body clock problem (can't sleep at night). Wah time really flies and it will be my last week of school starting today. Last assembly last uniform (hopefully =/) last school food last time with crazy and fun classmates :(

I will miss all these. I will miss insulting the school's intelligence and laugh at people hahahaha so mean i know i know you can laugh at me too :D

I had this super strong feeling i will fail O levels despite studying for it. Damn. I'm screwed.

Although i followed my revision plan today, i don't think it's enough.

I WILL FAIL. OMGAWDZXZXZXZJKJFEPOFDI O{ERFGJIOSDJDPOIDKSWE(*T^E($#&E!

X.X

2010-10-10T19:56:00.000+08:00

Die already lah fail O level already. Die die die die die die die how how how how how??

Die

2010-09-29T19:23:00.002+08:00

Thanks for stereotyping us. Will prove you all wrong in your face.

I WILL JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Say,

2010-09-27T22:00:00.003+08:00

KOI! <3

WTH

2010-09-26T21:11:00.003+08:00

I AM SUPER DUPER STRESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!

I just screamed out loud while talking to WL on the phone haha. I HATE ESSAYS AND HOMEWORK DURING THIS PERIOD OF TIME WTH NO TIME TO STUDY/REVISE CAN!! EVERYDAY MUST WORRY ABOUT THE DEADLINE AND STUFF WTH IS THS. SORRY EVERYTHING MUST BE CAPITALIZED. IF POLY NEED TO WRITE A THOUSAND MORE ESSAY,

I will go ITE instead.

HAHA just kidding. I can't believe i'm taking O level this year. Remember years ago i was like "Aiya O level..." You know, like aiya those are seniors thing lah i junior i worry about who friend who can already.

WTFreak... I growing up. Of course i will take Os. Okay shall continue dealing with hell till 13 Nov. IT WILL BE LIKE 7TH MONTH DOOR OPEN. I even made a list, a list of what to do after o. That includes learning the Naruto hand sign.. hahahahaha i don't watch Naruto but i just know about the handsign thingy. It is too retarded to be not noticed. Oh and the Leekspin song! Heh heh heh life will be good, hopefully.

After O level

2010-09-26T00:38:00.002+08:00

I will update all at once, after o levels.

A Teddy Bear Dog cheered me up today!! He recognised me across the road and he chiong-ed towards me despite almost kena knocked down by the car. He even cringed as the car's tire was like few cm away from him but he continue to run towards me and climb up to my knee with two hands, stick out his tongue and give those eager eyes. I was like AWWWWWWWWWW and pat his head till his owner grab him away. =/ That dog also not kiasi one. He just lie down in the middle of the road to throw tantrum. Luckily it's zebra crossing but still! The bus was approaching too! HE SUPER CUTEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

I've come to realize that my Secondary school like is going to end just. like. that.

In 2 weeks time :( I love CTSS although it is budget and stupid at times but i still love her. I love my classmates and friends although they suan/criticize/bully/disturb me almost 24/7. I love my Secondary school life and i don't want it to end.

Screw loose

2010-09-24T00:54:00.002+08:00

Brain reacted too slow. Realized that i need to print out 2 modified essay by today. Heng luckily i remembered that Mewmew asked me to set up the printer/scanner if i need to print. Luckily my brain still working haha so i managed to print my essay *phew*

Got really fascinated by the scanner and played with it. Hahahaha super clear!!! HD ONE K! One thing is that i have to figure out how to resize it till puuuuuuurfect.

I realized that i didn't even touch a single story book this year. No wonder no inspiration. Haha =/

Why so suay?

2010-09-20T01:29:00.001+08:00

Why so suayyyyyyyy?!?!? Must be Karma =/

Shit i need motivation ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh motivation kuai dian lai!

A remarkable day wordy

2010-09-16T21:00:00.006+08:00

Issue with school again. For being late for more than 8 times in a term. At least i tried my best to go to school okay?! I've even attended all the detentions that i owe and i payed it back on the day itself.

WHY MUST YOU PEOPLE CALL MY PARENTS!?!?!?!

seriously. The admin stuff people do not understand my pain. They just don't understand about bringing shit home to complete. My conversation with this Mr Chandra.

MC: Ah here you are, the late Queen.

ME: Heh but i tried my best to reach school on time. Oh the bus was late this morning.

MC: OH? Then leave your house earlier lor.

ME: I am trying to. I just moved to Serangoon/Hougang months ago.

MC: Er so? I stay at Hougang and just leave your house around 6!

I was still being nice and stuff.

ME: WAH REALLY AH! BUT SERIOUSLY 6 TOO EARLY ALREADY.

MC: Yaaaaaa if you want to reach school on time, you have to leave early what.

ME: I need to sleep...

MC: Then sleep earlier lor.

.............

Seriously, ****** YOU. His tone wasn't nice and calm and kind. HE WAS BEING REAL SARCASTIC ALL ALONG. I was like i have alot work to do. "OH THEN JUST SLEEP EARLIER LOR." EH MC YOU THINK WHAT. 1 day 48 hours ah. After focus and everything i am only left with 8 hours at home. Let alone for me to sleep/eat/do work. I have to sacrifice my sleep to do my work ONLY. Not revision. AND HE SPEAKS IN A REAL SOFT AND MUMBLED TONE AND I SERIOUSLY CATCH NO BALLS. He sort of doubt me when i said i moved to Hougang Street 11. He was like asking me question about Hougang instead of Serangoon, asking me the street after this is what and irrelevant qns. OBVIOUSLY I KNOW SHIT WHEN I JUST MOVED HERE AND TELL ME, TELL ME WHO WILL CARE WHEN YOU ARE ALREADY SO DAMN TIRED AFTER SCHOOL AND ALL THOSE TRAVELLING. You just know where you stay and how to go home when you are just a student. He was like "Wow girl you are so smart. Your place area and you are not sure about it."

well shit you. If you think being a student is easy then think twice. I know i know when you go out to work, things will get shittier and stressful. BUT EVERY OCCUPATION HAS ITS OWN SHIT STUFF TO CLEAR AND FACE. Other than your studies, you still have to worry about things that is not related to school. ONE SHOULD NEVER JUDGE PEOPLE JUST LIKE THAT.

I've learnt it in a hard way.

Mrs Sui was right. One should never make assumption without putting yourself in others shoe. I know it's all difficult to do so but still.

THEY ARE BEING HELPFUL BY CALLING MY PARENTS OVER SUCH THING. THANKS AH. THANKS.

Teachers are more kind and understand my pain than those admin workers. At least they didn't make such useless comments like you.

So lesson learnt. Skip school if i really cmi and skip focus. IT IS NOT HELPING ME AT ALL. What's the use of going to school with a half dead brain. You just can't absorb what they are teaching and still must struggle with yourself somemore. Bo hua okay!

On days when i'm smarter,

Kuku eyes. This day was the day before Term 3 Sc paper and i was late cause of the 153. Actually i resigned to fate and thinking of attending detention on that day but i got smarter on that day! Imagine after all those lesson and detention, will i have the time to study? NO. So i called WL and asked her whether she wanna pon together. So we did :D I was feeling quite excited and wished to mark my first pon tank ever in my school life. So asked WL to take this pic.

I was so touched that i wanna cry. HAHAHA NO LAH JK i was having stomach pain i think. Must be not used to eat that much early in the morning.

NOM YUM NOM!
I miss my old phone :(

This is the day when WL asked me about pon-ing tomorrow. I told her if i cmi then i will. Really ended up cmi hahaha! Usually when i say i will pon, in the end i won't. Clementi near near ma. Now different case.

Got too sleepy and bored. So.......
Hahahaahaha!

I was being retarded for being happy over my first attempt of pon-ing. Hehehehehehe this is life what! :D

Prelims

2010-09-16T17:05:00.000+08:00

Haiz finally.

Please let me pass at least 1 subject. Cannot cui any further already.

Now i'm thinking about how to face Mr Choy with that shitty results of mine =/

I. Can't. Sleep

2010-09-15T02:18:00.005+08:00

Gawd i'm real sleepy and tired just now but i can't sleep now!!! Lately my body clock is really ruined. Sunday without sleep and go to school like a zombie on Monday. Had my nap and sleep for 2 hours for tues. NOW I CAN'T SLEEP FOR NUTS SERIOUSLY I AM GOING TO DIE SOON IF MY BODY CLOCK STILL AS SCREWED.

Howeverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i have something real awesome to share!

It's about a girl who sings like...........................

MUST SEE THE LATER PART!!!!!!!! A MUST!!!!!!!!! The really overdoing part is 1.05 onwards. She's............ tiao dang-ing...

this. Sorry i know i am damn mean but seriously!! Got pros one kay! I am encouraging people to be confident of themselves (including me) and although you sound like a joke, it's okayyyyyyyyyy. Okay i am bullshitting now shall sleep and watch this again hahahahahaaha she is like....... spasm/constipated girl. "There's no overdoing when you are expressing your feelings." BULLSHIT TO WHOEVER SAID THAT TO ME. WATCH THIS!

Koi

2010-09-14T19:35:00.002+08:00

KOI IS IN CLEMENTI NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS AWESOME!!!!

damn kua zhang is that i've already placed my order with KL hahahahaha then we don't have to queue like mad for it. Wheeeeeee i'm so excited!! Koi likes to open outlet at ulu place hahaha. Oh the rest of the bubble tea shop die already. No matter how you press down the price also no use, also die haha!

Okay shall stop making nasty comments i am a real bitch and karma hits me real soon, like immediate effect. Shall stop laughing/commenting on stupid stuff else not van almost hit me already, is lorry. Oh and fail maths no matter how much effort i put in.

I've already analysed. Even if all the qns i did in paper 1 is correct, my whole paper also won't pass cause my paper 2 is........................................................

Even for my whole paper 1 to score is really impossible. I am so disappointed!! Maths is the subject i spent most of my time doing yet it is the most cui done after all!! Stupid shit eat up all my motivation wah lau no mood to study already..

WL lent me her spare phone hahaha and the most retarded thing is i just can't get used to it. I am too used to the Nokia army phone already hahahaaha! Also when i place the phone on the table, i will keep passing it to WL lol can't change the mindset that she lent it to me already hahaha gawd. Shalllllllllllllllllllllllllll stare at POA now. Damn sleepy!!

Hello Kitty

2010-09-13T02:25:00.001+08:00

video ep is nice lol!

I cannot fail my maths just like that!!!!!!!!!! I practised alot but still lack of time. Must sleep more+100% more alert+know what i'm doing.

i gave up on my physics for prelim due to the lack of time. Oh well...

Hopefully i can pass my geo although i'm just practically throw whatever things i like inside and first time, FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! i needed more time for geo.

Sigh.

1 more month.

2010-09-06T01:59:00.001+08:00

Just 1. more. month.

Freaking 1 month to O level.

NYDYN CHEN WHERE IS YOUR SENSE OF URGENCY? WHY CAN'T YOU FREAKING MUG?? WHYYYYYYY? O LEVEL ISN'T ALL ABOUT JUST PASS. IT'S ABOUT SCORING WELL!! IT'S NOT POSSIBLE TO GET A B3 AT THIS RATE OF YOURS.

OMG CAN I STUDY HARD PLEASE?

I

2010-09-05T17:12:00.001+08:00

HAVE NO FACE TO LIVE ALREADY.

Just.... kill me. I can die from embarrassment sia.

Queasy

2010-09-03T20:59:00.002+08:00

Don't know whether it is a right word to use but recently, i am super uncomfortable with my own skin. I have super low self esteem and now it's even lower.

I can't stop having the thoughts that i've gained weight. Maybe it's not really obvious to you but seriously, i can feel it.

I HATE THIS. I hate Birthdays. I officially hate it. I will be super excited for others but not my own. I don't know how to describe this but shits happened before/after my bird day. That just made me hate it even more. I am growing up. Reality starts to slap me hard. I hate it when i know that $$ is really important.

I am just disappointed with _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Prelim is really suay. EL paper, late. MCQ, 100% not ready for it, no pencil and calculator.

You tell me how am i going to pass? Tell me tell me. Oh and bird shit landed on my bag! The spongy thingy that is on your shoulder when you are carrying your bag. Yes my right shoulder. Is this heng or suay? Although it missed my head but i still got the bird's "essence" afterall. Hmmmmmmm damn.

Family Guy is my current best friend now although the show damn bastard lol. I shall elaborate more when i have the words to describe how and what is happening to my brain now. Serious problem with my brain. Tsk tsk tsk.

Miss

2010-09-02T22:54:00.003+08:00

I am starting to miss my old blog skin :( Omgawdddddddd what's wrong with me wth is this. Okay i shall not change back. I. MUST. GET. USED. TO. THIS.

I must step out of my comfort zone! I shall get past this. I WILL. I must learn the skill of adaptability like how i used to like changes. FATTY DYN YOU CAN DO IT!

For now,

SS is your mum!

Peace.

Whooooooom

2010-09-02T15:45:00.002+08:00

I think i'm overly excited over a plane just now. Neighbors must think that i'm mad and retarded. "Oh come on it's just a plane."

NO IT ISN'T JUST A PLANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's super super big!!! You can even see the prints on it and you can feel a shadow over you and when you look up, it feels like war is coming. You know, the thrill and fear.
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There's this Philippine drama on channel 5 and the EL dub is really really weird. The girls are pretty and guys are handsome too. Quite Angmoh looking lol. Okay very lame. My EL compo is gonna get criticized damn badly. I am very sure of that.

I love my blog skin <3

:D GRAH i am taking risk. 1 theme- Governance and HC in SG and Britain. Hopefully it will come out please please please :DDDDDDD

Finally

2010-09-02T02:31:00.002+08:00

Okay finally a new skin. The wallpaper is the same as my Twitter's hehehe. The blogger skin maker thing so lousy one. Only got limited font selection. So i decided to add in one myself.

There's alot of shit happening and once again, August really sucks. September ain't great either. I hate all these.

August

2010-09-01T21:07:00.003+08:00

I am somehow glad that August is over. It's too much for me to take it.

Thanks for the cake and card with 100% unglams in it. Heheheh but still, xie xie da jia ^^

I just can't live on. I am just confused. YES OR NO?

Some things are better left unsaid

2010-08-29T20:32:00.004+08:00

Tuesday 24/08/2010

The next day, Wednesday will be my dooms day. WL and HS almost died teaching me oral. Heheheh. Thanks alot i love you too!

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Wednesday 25/08/2010

Oral is finally over!! Although i did slang (for 1 word), but still it's finally over! Thanks to all the peeps who helped me. I love you all you know i do :D

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Saturday 28/08/2010

We celebrated Derek's advanced Birthday Celebration. Hope you like our pressie :)
Had nice food and i got my Birthday pressie. Thanks people i love it although it's short lah but i still love it. => Around 11 plus to 12am, my very last few minutes of 16 year old was to be kb-ed.

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Sunday 29/08/2010

Before i do realized, it is my Birthday. Thanks for all the wishes!! I slept for the whole day long without snacking so it's kinda shiok. Sundays are always boring and nice my day falls on Sunday. Mum doesn't allow me to stay over and forced me to go home. I am lazy to blog the details. I was right about hating August. I am just disappointed. I don't mind the coffeeshop meal, it is what they did that matters. I just had enough. I hate Sundays. It's meaningless to spend my birthday like this but i am mentally prepared. Most of the days are like Birthday to me so it's okay though :D

I shall heat up some seaweed chicken yum yum then i will study for my practical tomorrow. Grr Kugan was right, i won't be chiong-ing for the whole day. Oh mannnnnnnnnnnnn.

Yume naraba samenaide, yume naraba samenaide.

Anata to sugoshita toki eien no hoshi to naru.

♥

Friday i'm in love.

2010-08-22T01:44:00.003+08:00

Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday doesn't even start
it's Friday i'm in love.

Yes

2010-08-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

i am very very very lucky. Guo Qin told me that her Higher Chinese teacher told them that writing personal recount is a no-no. It is equal to killing yourself.

I guess i'm really lucky after all. Heng ah heng.

Unexpectedly

2010-08-18T21:05:00.003+08:00

One more event marked down. I shall read this when i'm real old. I will laugh at myself for being such a joke even 20/30 years later.

Wednesday, 18 August 2010.

This is a great gift. Miracle just happened today. 7 people slapped my face to wake me up/congrats me. Not as in really slap but ya. I was clinging to the table's leg refusing to know my result even Mdm Yeh ordered me to stand up and go over haha i am such a joke. My leg was trembling after i knew my result Mrs Lee was laughing at me seriously i have no face in CTSS already.

WAH LAU EH SOME TEACHER SHOULD TOLD ME THIS EARLIER LOR. It is okay that you wrote the wrong ans on the wrong qns. It is alright that you make the page a real disaster (really???). I won't be so jue wang lah LOL.

Anyway, i wasn't really happy that i got A2 although i should haha. I think that if i did my real best (without screwing the paper/oral up as such), i will be just contented with A2 or even B3. I could have done better.

I am still contented after all. Although it's really unbelievable that i read the wrong word so loudly and confidentally (heh), talk like some non CL educated kid, even cursed the examiner in my head when she dao-ed me YES SHE DAO-ED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe cause of her dao-ness and she misjudged and graded me a distinction? LOL i am really really lucky.

I am happy and motivated now :D I didn't tell my family about taking results today. I thought i will be giving them false hope. Also I doubt that my mum would even care. So what if i aced it? She won't even care. Honestly i think my friends care more than she does. She even said "no hard evidence." WTF IS THIS.

Hopefully i will not screw my EL oral up.

Result

2010-08-17T20:15:00.002+08:00

Ah the day which i dread the most is tomorrow =/ Although i am mentally prepared that i will get a figure "Bx" again, i still can't help dreading tomorrow and escape from it forever. I used to be so so so excited for the result be it good or bad cause i do know there will still be hope after all.

But now it is all different. Some how i can gauge how they mark and my standard dropped a lot this year compared to the previous year. Imagine messing up the comprehension page. If you were the marker, confirm will get damn pissed one right!! Ya that's why.

Although i had worked twice harder this year (hehe can say so because i didn't even really study at all last year :P), it is still not enough to get Ax. I deserve my Bx so i won't be sad about it. It's serve me right+my destiny already LOL.

However, i do hope that miracle will happen tomorrow. I dare not to hope/pray as much as last year for the fear of the disappointment.

Also, good luck to all my friends taking the result!!!!!!!!!!! ALL THE BEST :D

Accomplishment

2010-08-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

Whee i am starting to do my work at home haha although it's a lil too late but still.

HEHEHE burst of energy!!!!!!!!

NDP celebration

2010-08-15T18:38:00.005+08:00

(Photos from Navin's dslr, JH and HL's camera)

LOL we got damn high and scream/sing out loud, go around slapping people with the white and red thingy.

School super budget. Wanted all the NDP cheering stuff back(flag, the bolster looking thing, the clap thingy) but i threw all away LOL some keep it some throw.

I tell you i am really really happy when i eat this. Like escaped from reality and me in my own world woohooooooooooo! That burger made my day.

This is my very last NDP celebration in my whole entire life. Another last marked down. Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

TORCH RELAY IS DAMN FUN/COOL/AWESOME!!!!!!! I feel so proud/happy for those torch bearers lol all worth it all worthwhile. The risk of running after eating KFC 2pc meal, WORTH IT. It's like riot lol. The people in the bus like damn friendly then got 2 go take pics of us LOL the i twisted for them. HAHA AIYA SHOULD ACT TWIT.

I am Singapore's.

QOL

2010-08-15T02:16:00.001+08:00

Cherry, Lemon juice, mixed nuts, air-con and Familly Guy.

Ah this is life.

Webcam

2010-08-08T23:35:00.002+08:00

LOL webcam with Sheila. We decided to be retarded by tying our hair like this HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA DAMN JOKE.

SMWKao

2010-08-08T18:33:00.003+08:00

Gawd why is CHIJ TOA PAYOH MATHS PAPER IS SO DIFFICULT????

Bedok North is such a pleasant paper! Tsk tsk tsk my brains are fried my wires are loose my systems are shut i need a break =/

hiphip.

Dead stress

2010-08-05T02:21:00.003+08:00

I am going to die from stress but i am lazy too. Mrs Sui/Mdm Yehidaah called my dad and he msged me during my lesson time. They smart ah cause i usually asked them to call my mum and her reaction is always so "i don't really care i am busy". Hmm.

Mdm Yehidaah and Miss Pham is seriously childish hahaha. Yehidaah was like "eh shit i sent the wrong answer scheme to Pham!!! Okay nvm Nydyn help me to pass message to her." So she wrote "I sent you the wrong ans scheme (insert big smiley face)" and asked me to go the opp. class and pass it to her.

Pham's reaction was like "YAH LAH NO WONDER." Then she wrote something like "YAAA LAH!!!" and asked me to pass it back to Yeh. I think somebody from 5B2 said something like eh Pham how old already still so childish blablabla. LOL her reaction was like EH CANNOT IS IT YOU ALL CAN PLAY PASS MSG WE CANNOT AH??

LOL. They (Y).

I don't want Raimi to be in my class! So what if he changes class? He will still be bullied. Who ask him to provoke other people lol. He himself said that he wanted to provoke them so that they will hit him damn hard and get into trouble. WTH IS THIS LOL. So even if he changes class, he will still be bullied. Haiz HL they all still can bully me even though our class is 2 classes apart. BUTTTTTTTTTTT i different case kay i don't provoke them one hor. I am so so so innocent and angelic *insert halo* :D

HAHAHA just kidding. Oh look at the time now. (2.32am) Actually i wanted to sleep for 1 hour (9.15pm) but i think i overshot. Luckily my mum called me around 12 plus if not gg. Sorry i have a real weird habit that i do not like to pick up phone calls right after i woke up. I will unconsciously reject the call if not answer it but completely brain dead/no sound.

Oh i love the person who fixed my beloved watch for me!!!!! (L)(L) :D I think my mum fixed it but i will still love her even if she didn't fix it lah hahahahahaahhaahaha yeah i can die from happiness hohoho okay not that exaggerating but i am too happy to function haha.

I realized that my mood/emotion can rise and drop damn fast too LOL ME IS WEIRD OKAY BYE.

Rewind

2010-08-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

the time.

AH I AM DAMN STRESS NOW.

=S

2010-08-01T19:06:00.004+08:00

O LEVEL EL ORAL IS COMING I AM DAMN SCARED NOW.

I can never be NOT afraid of speeches/stage/performance/oral

Aiya if performance without talking (dance) is okay. I can't talk to public.

=/

2010-07-29T23:01:00.003+08:00

I need to sleep.

I fell asleep while standing in mrt yesterday. I'm like dozing off every min and i just can't keep my eyes open. So i decided to sleep while standing but i can't cause i will jerk LOL. So after enduring till Boon Keng station i decided to call wl to kill my sleep bug but in the end i fell asleep while calling her... -.-

Ya it is that bad. Study can really kill brain cells. Let me think how much i spent my time in school. It's around 14 hours so school is currently my first home. 2 hours on transport and so i am only left with 8 hours at home LOL. Normal teenagers need 10 hours of sleep but seriously there's no time.

Haiz =/

HOWEVAAAAAAAAAR on a brighter note, i've completed 6 topics of Chem and revised my maths so far. => Lots of slacking *hehe* in between but still.

Oh and my term 3 result is seriously atrocious. Damn damn damn cui.

Andy's at Dylan's

2010-07-25T22:19:00.003+08:00

Eh i wasn't pushing wl or anything. Wl was grabbing me so so hard that i was trying to pull off only.

Ban qiao friend! :D

Andy's 17 at Dylan's place. Awesome food but i'm always the one kena bullied one. Tsk tsk tsk tsk.

2010-07-19T23:46:00.003+08:00

Sat 6 hours of physics and Sun 5 hours of physics.

Ended up Phys cui.

Actually the 11 hours of Phys wasn't even consistent at all. Too much distraction already haha even without com.

Haiz someone passed their flu bug to me and now i've got it. Thanks ah to whoever it is =/

Cui

2010-07-16T20:45:00.003+08:00

Hmm term 3 paper so far...

Chem section B, Cui. Totally hopeless. Super duper hopeless already still make careless mistake..

EL- Not positive at all. According to Mrs Chua

SS- Left one SBQ qns blank due to insufficient time

POA-Seriously this is my first time feeling so helpless during poa paper. Paper 2 somemore.

Geo-Hopeless

Maths-This sucks. I know the theory and basic but i just keep doing stupid careless ignorant mistake ah punch me please

In conclusion, this is the first time that i felt so helpless seriously last time cui is cui but at least got EL, CL and POA to back me up to pass. Now even EL and POA can't save me. DIE ALREADY I THINK I WILL BE THE ONLY ONE IN SCH TO FAIL ALL THE SUB OH NO HELL NO SHIT NO DAMN!

Opps =X

2010-07-14T20:28:00.002+08:00

Opps i forgot my eggs and they are burnt now.

Oppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppssssssssssssss!

Hmmm i am craving for some takoyaki hehehehehehe oh man that will be awesome =>

SMWK

2010-07-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

*)($@#()@#(&!@)(&)(#@&*)(*$@)# My term 3 will be cui ttm. Hopefully i will get 40plus for SC, Humanities, etc.

I just don't want to fail till 10-20 plus!! My poa... I DON'T WANT TO DIE~~~~~~~~~~~!

Shall blog when there's free time. I chiong-ed 3 topics today and my back is aching now hohoho great shall orh orh now goodnight Nydyn Chen! Read this when you're old. THEN YOU WILL REGRET HOW WEAK AND LAZY YOU USED TO BE!

:(

2010-07-12T22:04:00.003+08:00

What can i say? The oral is cui everything is cui AH i am so stupid i know I've already asked what is the word "dai" for so many times BUT I STILL CAN'T GET IT RIGHT INTO MY PEA BRAIN!!!!!!

The China teacher was like super inexperience please the other one also. I was like waiting for them to prompt me then i even freaking tested them by staring at them but still they stared back so no choice i anyhow bomb. When i really couldn't handle it anymore then i "Wo... Hmm." Then they decided to prompt me BLOODY KUKUJIAO ARGH. Then she sort of bitch faced me and just throw me "Ni ke yi zou le (you can leave now)" after finishing my lame reasons without helping me or asking me to add on. $*)(W*_$*@#_)*#@)&$_@# I swear i was like "CHOU SAN BA NI HAO!" okay shall stop being so mean and crude but seriously she's rude. When you eye contact with her you will realize her focus was wondering away and looking around. Kuku much.

I can't even remember how to describe psychologist and counsel/counselor. AFTER I LEFT THE ROOM THEN EVERYTHING WHICH IS MUCH MORE SENSES SLAP ME BACK IN MY BRAIN.

Okay forget it. B3 then B3. I'll suck it up.

I alone love you, i alone tempt you~

2010-07-11T22:13:00.010+08:00

This pic was like decades ago. Wanna show how bright and how my dining table reflected light and the BRIGHTNESS IS DAMN PIERCING.

SPOT MY MOLE!!!!!

Phua Chu Kang acting cute. HAHAHAHAHA!

"FINE I'LL LEAVE!!!!!!"

*humph!*

I'm like autistic. Isolating myself from others and living in my own world lalalalalala~

HAIZ i know i know. My blog is dying but there's nothing for me to blog. There's a lot of stuff left undone BUT I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING HAHAHAHA LOL. Haiya shit it's my Chinese oral tomorrow AHHH HOW HOW I AM VERY SCARED NOW!!!!!!!!! Oral is the most terrifying exam paper ever!!!!!

HL, i wanna give you something special ^^

HL EAT THAT! EH EH EH I DIAO SI NI LEH WHAT YOU WANNA DO HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Haha i look like i'm clothes-less.

[ADD] We were webcam-ing and this HL keep suan-ing non stop and i diao-ed. She threatened me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!//

Sadako.

2010-07-07T00:32:00.005+08:00

I like to imitate Mr Choy since young. AHAHAHAHA!

Bad habit since young.

Sadako HAHAHAHAHA i can't stop laughing at this pics HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Spot the meat!!!!!!!!!!! It's minced meat noodle but where is the meat??

I don't think this girl was me lol totally unlike.

If i listened to my mum and stop pushing my teeth while growing it, I WON'T END UP KENA SUAN EVERYDAYYYYYYYYY!!! Lol can't blame me what i was too young to understand and think.

HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!

:$

2010-07-06T01:47:00.001+08:00

LOL we damn basket haha people taking photo we go behind disturb.

Ahhhhhhh i'm lazy to update but i'm not lazy to gossip and bitch and gossip. OMGAWD I AM SO EVIL I HATE MYSELF OKAY SHALL GO FACE WALL AND DO REFLECTION.

Every Avenue- Think of you later

2010-07-04T15:51:00.004+08:00

Hmm this song is still in my Xiao Lan although most of the same genre song are gone after i stopped listening to TSO, Cartel, blablabla. Usually i will be super curious what will the mv of the song looks like because most of the song is from Meowmeow's hohohoho.

1. My house got that Buddha thingy sketch too.

2. The girl is taking the Lolita bookkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!

Sorry i'm super boliao. This song is the slightly different version from mine LOL okay shall stop being lame.

Oh and actually TAAR(The All American Rejects) can't sing/play well during live lol i realized that when i watch the Dance Inside live video. Oh i kinda like this song too.

:(

2010-07-03T00:32:00.002+08:00

Boohoo finally I've got the chance to relax but it's raining!!! :( I can't swim in cold water ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i can't take cold bath too ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am too sissy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Hahahaha if the water is warm and shiok, it's damn awesome!!!! I shall apologize to the Sun for all the rude comments i made. I will not take the presence of sun for granted, curse and swear and complain 24/7. Oh and when people are extremely sad the sky will cry for you so people please stop being sad and go de-stress okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaha i am unstable (according to Miss Koh).

Wanling's b'day outing

2010-06-27T21:50:00.003+08:00

Eh hehehe shall continue some other day cause i didn't save all the pics in my file so.........................

HAWHAWHAW.

reminds me of san zha.

HC

2010-06-27T00:28:00.006+08:00

in British somehow won't process in my brain. I think i have some 6th sense power cause this morning i was thinking about my Ah Ma. Since like March she stopped visiting us already =/ i missed her Korean version of "Jiayou!!" hahaha then POOF! she stopped by just now and she's staying over!! :D

I kinda miss her i guess. I think i got my over-obsessed-with-snacks from. Thanks to my Dad and Ah Ma LOL!

I offered her Pringles she also eat. She saw Amanda's snack on the table then she want to open and eat. She used to finish all my snacks and said "teehee not much left so i finished it." Hahaha apparently there's alot left hahaha she's so cute at times. She got the same habit as mine. Open the fridge door and pig the food there and will spend almost 5 mins there standing infront of the fridge and if my mum saw it she will nag at me for opening the fridge door for so long (electricity bill will increase). Oh and i shall upload XQ's Birthday outing. Surprisingly i'm not totally dead teehee (the outing was right after Glendy's stayover). I didn't regret going to Glendy's and the outing afterall >:D

There's still more to upload hahahahahahaha lazy lazy. But i guarantee i will upload it before i grow old and read this blog. Hehe!

Happy Birthday Xiu Qin!!!!!!!!! <3

I got really embarrassed cause passer by wanna pass hahahahahahaha eh and don't say i buay ps one kay! Slap slap you then you know.

Stress.

2010-06-26T02:21:00.002+08:00

While waiting for the most awesome Zhu Chang Fen, i can't concentrate anymore because my mind is occupied by swimming pool -.-

I need to go for a swim one day!!!! The only time when all my stress commit suicide and i enjoy myself. Am going to slap alot of sunblock on my face though. My face damn cui already cannot cui any further. Oh and am not going to get sunburnt!! Definitely zettai zettai!!

Hahaha shall swim back to reality and continue mugging. Byebye!

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2010-06-25T04:32:00.006+08:00

Hours ago, while eating the most awesome Zhu Chang Fen ever in my whole entire life, reality just smack me real hard in my brain. MY SEC SCH LIFE IS GOING TO END JUST LIKE THAT. Haiz it's like after o everybody will have their own life and soon you and your friends will be drifting further and further and soon, BYEBYE. Haiz and the stress from o level is going to throw me fat boy bomb soon. Guess i will flung my Term 3 (decided to stop calling it MYE cause everybody is giving me the "SIMI MYE?!?" face lol especially HL) lol but only can blame me. Brain function too slow already now then panic. BTW, i can't chiong with my mum beside me lol i'm not used to study in front of her cause i'm her "the lazy-pig-who-eat-sleep-play" girlgirl.

Was blog hopping just now and came across this test. Wanted to do it long ago but like damn lame leh but i'm lame what lol i'm taking break (waiting for my mum to go bombom) now. Wah rao my mum is being lame again cause i used only my thumb and index finger to take her underwear for her then she start her paranoid shit already. WTH sia then she expect me to clench it hard and sniff hard then give it to her ah? LOL.

1. Name someone who can always makes you smile?
Family and Friends. (L)

2. What were you doing at 10:00 this morning?
Got woken up and disturbed by all the planes that zoomed past and it is damn da bian loud as if plane take off from my house -.- so i quickly grab my specs and go outside my house and kpo heehee.

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
The usual.

4. What did you do last night?
Sleep.

5. What color is your hair brush?
Purple.

6. Where did your last hug take place?

The bus stop near Cityvibe. Bo Yi was hugging me to jiayou for me heeheehee everybody was staring...

7. What are you excited for?
The long awaited Suki Sushi buffet.

8. Ever smoked?
Nope.

9. Last person you spoke to?
Glendy.

10. Hate last episode.

11. Are you a jealous person?
Envious can?

12. Who was your last missed call?
YS.

13. What should you be doing right now?

Study/sleep (:$)

14. Do you have a nickname?
ALOT. All nasty except girlgirl.

15. Are you a heavy sleeper?
Ask my brain.

16. What are you listening to?
Nothing/Look What You've Done- Jet.

17. Do you have a crush?
Oreo crush? Yes please :$ *shy*

18. When was the last time you did the dishes?
Yesterday?

19. Does anyone like you?
My f&f :D

20. Last time you went on a date?
Outing? Monday.

21. Do you like coffee?
Nope. Maybe yes if it's sweet.

22. Number of pillows you sleep with?
3p 2b 1ab

23. You couldn't live without?
Family&Friends, brain, motivation and something to live for.

24. Do you want kids?
Ask my future.

25. Ever went out with a girl/guy because you were desperate and they asked you out?
Yuck never!

26. Have you been to New York City?
Nope.

27. What do you think about before you go to bed?
Sad/happy/lame/funny/sweet/beautiful/ugly/plain/dreams/phobia

28. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Perhaps

29. Do you get nervous with public speaking?
I will die.

30. Who sits next to you in work or school?
Monsters on my right and front.

31. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
Ashita Hareru Kana?

32. What type of girl/guy do you usually fall for?
Dream is the opposite of reality.

33. Do you actually believe in perfection?
Nope.

34. Would you rather be in a relationship?
I'm happy with my f&f.

35. What are you craving for at the moment?
Sashimi swimming in Wasabi-Soy sauce.

36. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
If i'm very.

37. What websites do you visit the most?
FB?

38. Does drinking alcohol make you act more like your true self?
Maybe? I don't know.

39. What do you hate about the opposite sex?

Their sense of humor? hahahahaha!

40. What would you say if your doc told you were pregnant?
Wow i can produce baby myself! :O

41. Do you like thunderstorms?
They are scary but amazing.

42. The last opp gender who made you laugh?
Glendy's description for mixed blood peeps.

43. Who was the last person you ran into unexpectedly?
Bo Yi.

44. Who did you last get angry with?
Big Bro although that was weeks/months ago.

45. A person you've been meaning to contact but haven't?
Alot.

46. Is your heart still occupied?
With troubles/stress/memories/fun/motivation

47. Jealous of anyone right now?
On looks is almost everybody!! :( Me sad life haha!

48. How many lies have you made in this lifetime?
Lousy but alot.

49. Would you ever want to turn back time?
YES!! The girl who leapt through time haha!

50. Last words unspoken.
I'm not dead yet -.-

LOL that's all. Haiz it's 5 plus in the morning omg i did nothing really productive ahhhhhhhhhh while in Clementi it's the opposite lol. I can only work after 10pm lol

0.0

2010-06-23T21:19:00.005+08:00

I don't know how the hell i memorized HC in British and Sg, Sri Lanka& NI and Governance in Singapore last year.

The problem is i can't remember a shit about anything so it's like start from the very start again. Kill me kill me kill me lol!! No no should be give me brain memory space hehehehe okay shall continue to squeeze notes in my brainnnnnzxz now byebye!

Birthday.

2010-06-22T02:01:00.002+08:00

Hello people!

Happy Birthday to Wan Ling and Brenban hahahahahaha all the best for everything!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

Okay hmmmmmmmmm i am super lazy to blog now i have blog phobia cause of the massive photo upload (Glendy's stayover) LOL so..........

I love my flennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnzxzxz.

Joke.

2010-06-21T01:33:00.005+08:00

How you ever wondered why you chat on MSN? LOL super bo liao.

(1:28 AM) Heeleng.: goodnight (:

✈Flightless bird: goodnight

Heeleng.: HAHAHAHA scare u blur blur

✈Flightless bird: dream of.

*MEEEEEEEEEE

Heeleng.: scared*

✈Flightless bird: HAHAHAHAHA ME NO BLUR K

Heeleng.: HAOOO DE

✈Flightless bird: SUPAR ALERT DESU

Heeleng.: U WITH BUTTERFLYYYY

✈Flightless bird: WAH LAU THAT TIME I DREAM LOR

I WOKE UP IN SWEAT

Heeleng.: hahaha byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
obi
zhaoooooooooooo

✈Flightless bird: you eat da bian

Heeleng.: u eat lao sai

✈Flightless bird: You drink ba

Heeleng. is now Offline

......................

Totally meaningless hahahaha but still i find it funny hahahahaha!

June is like

2010-06-19T19:57:00.021+08:00

December holiday BUT IT IS NOTTTTTTTTT!! LOL i am ruining my future everyday by not doing anything productive omgawd slap me slap me slap me maybe i need to fail my MYE then i know what is pain. LOL.

LOL seriously i am irritated by blogger so i just click and upload everything without thinking so maybe irrelevant stuff might be uploaded. You know how troublesome blogger is. Damn haha.

So moody and nice right haha

Boohoo this is what i get :'(

Derek look so girly here! Hahahahahaa!

Wiie shoo actt ChIiOzxz HeeReeZxz.

WiiEzxz Sh0o0z kWuTeezxz.

LOL okay this is the last.

Normal :D

Okay ps still got one more hahahahahahahahahaha acting twit is very addictive but LOOK AT HL. SHE IS SO CUTEEEEEE!

Lol seriously i have no idea what was that LOL.

Look at HL.
HAHA.

Sadako is the star! I told them that i am those Universal Studio mascot then people will stop me to take photo with them.

This person passed by the Universal Studio,

and asked people wanna see a human strangling a ghost.

Then Sadako tried to terrorize people but....

STUPID ASSHOLE.

2nd attempt.

Got beat up again.

So Sadako decided to quit her Mascot job and leave

but she terrorize people for the last time. HAHAHAHA.

Mascot. Photos below are the memoirs of Sadako's job.

Tourist must be happy. HAHA.

OMGAWD why is this along with my upload. Okay ppl ignore ignore.

Traumatized.

Hee so cool i have 3 faces.

Dead.

Not really haha.

Sadako is dead!!!
oh come on.

I took this early in the morning. SO COOL RIGHT. LIKE GENTING.

There is this boy

going around terrorizing people.

till he got caught. HAHAHA.

Strangle people again. Stupid to the max. LOOK AT DEREK HAHAHAHA HE GOT LIP GLOSS ON!!!!!!!! (just kidding)

Then the photographer instructed us to do a open arm pose which made us look awkward and stupid hahaha.

I think my hoodie got stretched and gonna tear oooooooooooh poor hoodie...

OKAY I GOT REALLY TIRED ARRANGING TO PHOTOS SO OKAY THE FOLLOWING PICS ARE NOT IN ORDER SO YEAH.

Snuggle~

Let's enjoy the following scenery pics taken by HL.

TADA~~~~~~~

i didn't sleep at all lol i am not used to sleeping without the sch desk/mrt/my bed. HAHAHAHA like some walking zombie. There's part two so stay tuned!

LOL i realized that we can spend the whole day by entertaining ourselves without ps2/xbox/wii or computer/wireless. LOL we can just waste a day slacking like this. HAHAHAHA!

@.@

2010-06-15T13:39:00.001+08:00

I should really clear up my e-mail inbox soon. 6509 inbox and 18 junks. LOL who will clear it up for me i will give you sweets heh heh heh.

This is it.

2010-06-14T03:08:00.002+08:00

This is it. One of my fears. I knew it. Oh well i have to face it someday but still.

Haiz.

Heh i'm going out with Chloe and JH tomorrow. Tuesday i'm going to do my maths and hope that it will be a rainy day. Oh love to stay at home during rainy days in the morning, drinking hot/cold milo and snuggle under my blanket (L) Read some comic/books or chat with friends on msn/phone. Awwwwwwww~

Actually wanted to blog some pics but i'm quite hungry now so... ahaha. You will know why soon. Oh and also i am watching Family Guy now omg i am addicted to it =/ i used to find it stupid but hahahaha! Oh and also i watched the episode which Brian got addicted to cocaine and etc till i doze off and i started to dream about me trying smoking and got addicted and there's no way back. LOL hahaha!

Oh and i realized that there's many oh in this post oh oh oh oh oh oh oh hahahahaaha oh.

K-on is actually quite addicting.

Does it? super wordy long post

2010-06-13T01:16:00.004+08:00

Does it really matter? If i'm not going against my conscience, so what if you said something negative about me which is not true? Sometimes i'm blunt but i don't really mean it. I'm not good with words and sometimes i hurt people unknowingly. Sometimes when i meant to be sarcastic, people won't really realize or take it serious. When i don't really mean to be, people take me seriously. Sometimes i find things around me beautiful, enjoying the blue sky and thinking about the problems people around me might have, listening to my mp3 and walk with the music beat and think of funny/sad/happy stuff. That is why i love to walk. Sometimes i realized that human are actually ugly in somewhere as we are selfish and self centered. Sometimes i sulk over small things and gossip. Sometimes i act like a spoilt brat and sometimes i am guilty of what i'm doing most of the time. Sometimes i regretted quarreling with my mum and not being able to manage my temper. Sometimes i do wonder whether people could read my mind. I feel really sad when i used to be so close and happy with a friend but as time goes by, we don't talk as much or hang out anymore. This sucks alot i hate it i hate it i hate it. Sometimes i am upset with my friends but i still love them alot. Sometimes i rant about somebody and regret afterwards. Sometimes i tried to stand in other people's shoe but sometimes i don't get it. Sometimes i am too stubborn to apologize. Sometimes i am not being me. I just sulk how much better my life was during jan and feb and just linger in my past without moving on. Sometimes i don't feel like me and i feel soul-less most of the time. Sometimes i like my name sometimes i don't. I tried too hard to hide but sometimes i can't take it anymore. I love to smile or laugh over silly things but sometimes i let stuff bother me for quite some time. Sometimes i hate myself for being so shy. Sometimes i hate myself for being so annoying. Sometimes i hate growing up and accepting everything. I hate myself for being so dumb and clumsy. I hate how i look most of the time and sometimes i am extremely uncomfortable under my own skin. Sometimes i think that people make friends with me just to use me. Sometimes i felt lonely. Sometimes i think that a person is being too paranoid till i really experience the situation he/she went through. Sometimes i will be too paranoid. Sometimes i am so Nydyn that people can't get used to me. I love to be single as i have my family and friends. Sometimes i can't believe that i am as naive as what my mum described. Sometimes i learnt my lesson the hard way. Sometimes i believe too much in fate and destiny. I am always confused with the stuff and people around me. I find it hard to show my weakness in front of other people by crying. I find it hard to admit that i'm actually sad. Sometimes i am emotional and under the weather. Sometimes i find it hard to accept the truth. Sometimes i can't understand why people treat different people differently. Sometimes i regretted for doing something but i just don't want to do to anything about it. Sometimes i get jealous over how wonderful and simple the other person's life can be. Sometimes i admire myself for being so strong and hate myself for being so weak. Sometimes i am rude and sometimes i am nice. Sometimes conscience overwhelmed the tiny lazy voice in my head and vice versa. There are many sometimes in my daily life but however

I am still me. These are what made me me and unique.

Be yourself.

Changes part II

2010-06-11T23:43:00.004+08:00

I might be changing my blogskin. OKAY NAVIN IS EXCITED NOW HAHA Oh well what's wrong with blue hahaha. But seriously i hate changes so............ hehehe.

I am feeling blue and under the weather and A SONG JUST KEEP REWINDING NON STOP IN MY BRAINZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ AHH SAVE ME.

I need extra income i need to work. If not i should stop eating so much ah resist the temptation muahaha.

I wrote this for my Chinese O level compo haha. Actually my idea is this but the last time i watch it is like years ago so got alot of flaws in my compo as i anyhow whack hahaha so die liao die liao.

Screwed+ Confused.

2010-06-11T21:02:00.004+08:00

My house= Army camp.

I thought that my water heater will be saved and i will have a good bath again but the thing can't be fixed cause we left it on for too long and the heater exploded 0.0 I can never have a good bath again anymore!! :'( Oh and it was so nice for them to not charge us heh heh heh cause 1st) we have no cash 2) they only check what went wrong. Its been hell for me for the past few week cause i can't bom bom with cold water even if i'm ultra super hot and dripping with sweat. I. NEED. HOT. WATER.

I have no time to do my maths test today cause i'm late okay seriously my place is bloody far cause during the peak hours i need 1 hour plus to reach school.

These are the screwed part.

Sometimes when my mum told me that i'm still naive and seriously to a certain point, yes. I didn't know people around us is despising us till this year. SOMEMORE SO MANY. The most cocked one is the HOD OF _ _. Lol good looking so what? HOD so what? Seriously the chinese oral topic about the different society thingy then different treatment is really really happening sia. When you get older many things will surface in an ugly way for you to open your eyes big big and realize it in a hard way.

I hate it that i'm confused with people around me and the reality.

BO BIAN THIS IS LIFE HAHAAHAHAHAHA!

OMGAWD

2010-06-11T00:39:00.002+08:00

Now i remembered something.

I accidentally threw my lunchbox and cute spoon away OMG damn! What was i doing? Whyyyyyyyyy!!?! It's my fav lunch box and spoon! I think cause i was talking then i threw it away unknowingly!! I AM A FAILURE IN LIFE. Now i have to go back to school and see. Hope that its still waiting for me....

True.

2010-06-10T22:35:00.003+08:00

LOL Mr Choy is really funny. We don't eat in front of you doesn't mean that we don't, we don't shower in front of you doesn't mean we don't. So same theory. LOL seriously he very kb.

"With a thrill in my head and a pill on my tongue, dissolve the nerves that just begun. Listening to Marvin (all night long), this is the sound of my soul, this is the sound..."

Lol this part is catchy but to me is...

"With a thrill in my head and a sweet on my tongue, dissolve the nerves that just begun. Listening to Proposal (all night long), this is the sound of m soul, this is the sound..."

Heh.

Hmm.

2010-06-09T22:04:00.003+08:00

I don't know whether is it me or my Da Sao's cooking improved. The potato with many floating smelly vege (parsley?) dish that i used to force myself down my throat, is one of my fav dishes cooked by her 0.0 I went to the LUCKY(HL HL HAHAHA!) minimart with her weeks ago and when she saw the smelly vege she damn high lol she super high i super scared lol imagine all the dishes with the vege floating and you can't siam the thingy? Scaryyyyyyyy!! Her grocery basket is all vege and greenish and seriously i think that she's raised in jungle 0.0

Is it because i got used to her cooking? I think partially yes cause i used to find it impossible to swallow the smelly vege but somehow i can still eat it (but with the potato and stuff). If i really got used to the smelly vege specially trained by her, then the only food i pick on is ginger! :D

I eat ginger only when it is specially sliced and seasoned for century egg hahaha! LOL i think because of her, i'm trained to force food that i don't like down my throat :S

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Since i like to walk alot, i suggested to go to the QT park to walk for awhile but we overshot lol so i began to panic cause i don't know where the hell am i then she lead me to Dawson Shopping Centre and saw an actress there. I didn't know that Queensway Shopping Centre is somewhere near Queenstown LOL seriously i didn't know. I thought that the shopping Centre just popped up randomly at some location LOL but actually it's a walking distance to there :O! I WILL WALK THERE NEXT TIME. Oh ya the actress is Xi Gua Sao. Saw a Kraft Macaroni Cheese thingy for like 1.90 lol 0.0 for awhile then managed to bring it home happily :D LOL it's for my recess tomorrow.

Okay cooked it just now then realized that i have no unsalted butter no milk. LOL think it will taste damn plain but nvm lah LOL it's okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

0.0

2010-06-09T00:40:00.001+08:00

fullstop

Paranoid.

2010-06-08T23:39:00.002+08:00

Wah lau eh don't know why i'm afraid of Physics focus tomorrow. Maybe cause there's 3 hours of Physics? Oh ya cause i realized that i didn't even attend one of Mr Chiang's focus so far. Mainly cause i overslept and missed the few lesson which coincidently happens to be Physics hahaha! Heard that there's alot of HW and i don't even have one of it and i think he will start his death stare again. LOL i'm scared of death stare. First case is from Miss Koh.

Hmm somehow i'd really wonder whether people can read one's mind or able to transmit message through brain wave without opening your mouth WAH damn awesome can save alot of energy hahahahaa! Sometimes i really wish to know what Mr Chiang is thinking wah lau eh seriously he is acting like one paranoid shit lol i think he must get used to teaching ADHD student like us with short attention span LOL. Seriously i have alot more to say but i must stop and continue with my EL comprehension okay i'll suck it up tomorrow. Death stare then death stare. BRING. IT. ON. I. FEAR. NO. DEATH. STARE

Lol actually i do :P

Frame.

2010-06-08T22:04:00.001+08:00

LOL found this old pics in WL's phone. Actually wanted to disturb HS one but lazy to edit lol. Hahahahahahahaha there's more of her getting stuck under the table but i'm not that mean lah k haha.

Suspension

2010-06-07T21:51:00.007+08:00

Ahhhhhh one of my fear has come. Great. Just live with it Nydyn just live with it it's life you can't expect much.

It's alright it's alright Nydyn will be alright damn i jealous those kids sia. Only need to worry about today play what tomorrow drink what. Then worry whether she/he friend you not gahhhhhh! So gooooooooood!

Today i went to QT lib again to study. I can't study i won't lock up my com so i'll just force myself away from my com. But still..

LOL i go real bored and start to..............

Hmm.
Naughty Bitbit stealing my sweet!

I love this pencil case to the max. Maybe it's ugly to many people but it's my love okay!! Cheap and long lasting.

Awwwwwwwww! ^^

Somewhere near the QT park. I just take Bitbit out and take photo.

Oh Bitbit and i shares a secret. Bitbit will tell no one. My mum told me that people can trust people but can't 100% trust them. So................ Bitbit's not a people so it's okay to tell bitbit right??? LOL.

Oh oh and of course, i love my current phone. Somehow i'm too used to it and stuck with it and not willing to change. Heh my old phone can take macro pics not bad liao hor. Hohohoho!

......... Sometimes i really suspect that i have some serious mental/psycho problem lol shit.

This is June.

Bittersweet.

2010-06-06T01:21:00.011+08:00

Warning. Hell lot of photos will be uploaded.

JH's bday celebration last year.
Nyehehe!
LOL this was after chalet. I know i know i am a pig oink oink.
HAHAAH TURTLE.
Last Aesthetic camp and the most slacking ever. Jh and i slacking behind while Juniors practising like mad! Hahaaha!

This is the celebration. Got the shade for freeeeeeeeee.

Siao Char Bor hahaha!

I can't stand it and keep laughing till she diao-ed me.

Yeahhhhhhhhhh card!

We decided to do something sly. Hahaahahaahahaha! Hidden secret hidden secret. Infer yourself haha.

Don't know who so bo liao. Drink water also must take.

Hahahahahaahaha when we stopped for awhile and take pics. Like some motion pics lol.

Cycle. I am stupid i know thanks.

Caught pigging on my food. :P

This thing is damn exciting. Really. Okay okay for me.

Hahahahahaha basket one but i like. HAHAHAHA!

Lumix camera is awesome.

Hahahaha Derek reminds me of a Family Guy scene. Hahahaaha!

Epic!

I remembered that Dylan was so happy about the turtle/tortise he created and ran off to take a camera to take it down.

Woo the sky.

I like the sky hohohoho Koizora (L)(L)

Shan Liang San Jie Mei! HAHAHAHAHA gross and funny ttm.

Awesome! After all the cutting and pasting.

BBQ at Derek's.
Cycling. I love the sea i love the sky. I wanna go there and lie down and spam Proposal song. Aweeeeeeesome!

Stupid JH go make me look like Mafia. #^@(*&#)@@!

We were trying to hide something.

Hahahahaha look at the table. Credits not to us of course lol.

HL and i meet up to go to the gym. Ended up we slack inside and chiong to Derek's the finish up those BBQ food the day before. Yum yum.

First la liang~ place.

After swimming.
Awwwww girl girl.

My very first Suki Sushi meal. AWE AWE AWESOME.

ouch sudden stomach pain. Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwuch!

Routine.

2010-06-04T20:56:00.003+08:00

Hmm not much to update for my brain. Overslept lately and am late for school almost everyday. The one day that i'm not late is when i sleep till the school is over :$

Heh :P

The steamboat at Bugis is killing my stomach lol bloody kuku painful :S

Amazingly, i still love the Proposal song alot ^^! Seriously that is my true love haha i meant the song. Somehow it reminds me of how normal my life was during Jan and Feb. March was hell. April was breezy and May is mixed. I was closing my eyes while listening to it, thinking about the past few months and how kuku i was and still am. Somehow the feeling is still fresh and amazing. JH and Larissa was like, EH What you thinking 'bout or something like that i can't really remember. "aiya thinking of my bf." LOL my bf is my memories. Eh? Should be mother right?!? LOL! Sometimes i hate myself for being so evil or bitchy damn Nydyn you don't have the right to comment and judge on everything remember this remember this okay saved in N drive okay bye today is bowling night muahahahahaha!

Happening May.

2010-05-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hmm so this is the end of May. A very happening May indeed.

The month that i'm trying hard to adapt to new environment, the month that i realized shocking/not shocking news that happened many years ago, O level, fearing for EL oral on weds (although May's gonna end but am still afraid of it lol), which i could conclude, my most brave and more independent month ever. Tanah Merah incident, nightmares about almost everything, chitty chat, gossips, stress, guilty, contented, happy, shocked, confused, mixed feelings, lethargic, indecisive, surprises, pissed, disappointed, etc etc. Howevarrrrrrrrrrr, my May is awesome cause of you, you, not you, you, him, her, she, he, shemale, fehe, LOL okay i shall stop my nonsense hahahahaa because of people around meeeeeeee :D

LOL seriously May is damn exciting eggciting sexciting bombxciting LOL okay this is getting really addictive. Okay in conclusion, May is full of surprise. FOOOOL STOP.

Stuff that happened few days ago:

-Water heater sort of exploded and sparks and flames formed and weird smell freaking me out. I screamed like mad lol.

-Short circuit and the whole house is damn dark and i thought i'll be a goner till when i called Mew Mew and realized that my big bro is actually hibernating in his room zzzzzzzz

-It's being confirmed, there's something in my old flat

-Much more energetic when i slept for 1 hour instead of my usual 5, 6 hours.

Okay shall orh orh real soon gawd damn tired but my hair is still wet! There's school tomorrow -.- KILL ME NOW LOL STAB ME STAB ME.

Solar Street

I don't know

Weird

SOmeone Like You and A Thousand Years

Moving On

CHUCHU

Rolling In The Deep

:D

HAWHAW

NSSJM

Heh.

Finally

:)

Back then

Thoughts

So long

Sorry

Life

PROOOOOOMOTER

Leylong

Lazy

Prom

Not advised to read

Freedom

Healthcare

Governance

Blogged through phone

Bleak future.

GG

=/

Smartclass

*faint*

*faint*

Plan checked

X.X

Die

Say,

WTH

After O level

Screw loose

Why so suay?

A remarkable day *wordy*

Prelims

I. Can't. Sleep

Koi

Hello Kitty

1 more month.

I

Queasy

Miss

Whooooooom

Finally

August

Some things are better left unsaid

Friday i'm in love.

Yes

Unexpectedly

Result

Accomplishment

NDP celebration

QOL

Webcam

SMWKao

Dead stress

Rewind

=S

=/

Andy's at Dylan's

Cui

Opps =X

SMWK

:(

I alone love you, i alone tempt you~

Sadako.

:$

Every Avenue- Think of you later

:(

Wanling's b'day outing

HC

Stress.

faint

faint

A remarkable day wordy

Does it? super wordy long post